Friday, December 25, 2009

WORDPRESS

I moved to wordpress
I'm ever so sorry for leaving you like this
but what's done is done.
goodbye

http://ryanlamont.wordpress.com

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Words can't help me.

I always had a fondness for you
You always seem to help me through
I write with you when I am blue,
and it always seems to get me through

But there is one thing you can not do
One thing you can not help me through
one thing you words can't subdue
You can not help me, so I'll make do.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Imprinted

(Reading Eclipse, lots of Twilight references)

I imprinted, although I am not a werewolf.
I feel like Jacob Black,
imprinting on someone who isn't interested.
Although.. I have never brought it up,
our friendship is too much to risk.
you have no Edward Cullen, but I bet you'll get one.
Then I shall really feel like Jacob Black.

<3

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Mistaken Ryan

Today I thought about some of my worst 'mistakes'.
I have written stuff that I didn't mean, which had repercussions that I did not think expect.
I have acted in a way that I am not happy about, which made me come across as the loathed 'bad guy'.
Then I thought about how that could effect me in the future and how it has already affected me.
There were many negatives, but then I thought about it properly.
All those foolish actions I took made me end up here, made me grow as a person, made my character mature, made me a better person. Can events that have done that kind of good really be called 'mistakes'?
I regret the things I did, but the after effect of them has made me into a better person, with a greater understanding of things around me. I am a learner. i have learned lots from those events. If you learn from your actions, you can never make a mistake, merely an event from which you learn from. So everything that caused me upset or embarrassment was really just making me become a better person, it was never as bad as I thought. those so called 'mistakes' made me who I am today. A happy person with great friends. So I shouldn't regret. I should see the positive side, I am a much better person after writing those things and acting the way I did. The negative side was a few people disliked me, some people hold grudges, some people can't move on. I have moved on and grown as a person. I am now a better person, I think harder, I know more, I feel wiser, I know when to stop. Any 'mistake' I make from now on is just another event that will make me grow as a person. making 'mistakes' is not the way to become a better person, but learning from them is. If I do not learn from a regrettable action, that is a mistake. But I am a learner. I learn. I mature.

A learning kid, I try to do the right thing and act the right way, but sometimes I end up doing the wrong thing, but I learn. I am a learner. So I never make mistakes, merely events which I learn from. that sums up this Ryan kid.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Rain Lover <3

I am a rain lover.
I can hear the alluring sounds of raindrops hitting the ground outside.
Oh how I want to frolic in the continually falling raindrops.
The sound is calming, the touch refreshing, the sight mesmerizing.
I can happily stand and stare at the rain, and the affect it has on the world is falls onto.
I see how the wood fences are dampened and become a darker shade of brown.
I see the grass blades, grasping and gently holding the water droplets.
I see the animals frolic and flutter in the calming weather.
I see puddles slowly forming, and inviting critters to drink it's contents.
Alas, I have to stay within the warm confinements of my home.
I may not be hugged by the rain and dampened.
I may not frolic in the paths of the falling water droplets.
I may only stand here; watching.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Leah lover

yip,
indeedy,
it all went like Romeo and juliet
we met over skype, and were soon married
just like Romeo and Juliet, well the speedy relationship part anyways
being youtube married is fun fo sho
and then after marriage, Leah became a partner of YouTube
which is obviously a sign of even greater things to come :D
congrats Leah!
you
are
epicly
awesome

<3

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Bithday splendidness

yes, the Birthday
one of mankinds most celebrated and loved days
and mine has just been yesterday
it was a simply splendid occasion
with mail from family in England
cake and delights to eat
and splendid videos of birthday wishes on YouTube
presents too!
iMac is coming soon
chocolate has been devoured
and I now has a wee pad to write/draw on :)
How simply splendid!